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(3) Pain kills Fear別問我 是誰(3) – 痛楚抑制恐懼

Editor’s notes:  Some of the contents in this article may arouse uncomfortable feelings among some readers.  The reason why we published these details is because we wish to let our readers know that, the power of darkness exists, and is real.  However, there is true light in this world and the true light will have final victory!  God is in total control!

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When I was in Form 1, many things were new to me, I was therefore too busy to allow my “friend” to visit me.

By that time, many young boys like me have curiosity towards evil spirits.  Once we went to picnic in the countryside.  Everybody just followed what others said and went searching for a “ bloody scarf “.  Why did we have to do this?  Why do people have to keep doing something which they knew they shouldn’t?  Just for curiosity! Of course, nothing could be found.

I have also tried to play with the “ coin spirit “ and the “ pencil spirit “ (This is something similar to fortune telling, that a spirit has entered a coin or a pencil to allow it to answer people’s questions by its movements.) Later, some of my friends suggested that we should play a more exciting one – the “ plate” spirit. (Several people gather together and put a small plate on a piece of newspaper.  They put their hands on the plate at the same time. Then they will ask some questions to the plate.  It was believed that the plate will move by itself on the newspaper and will stop at the characters, which shows the answer) I am a person who believes in my own critical thinking. I would never believe in such “magic”. I thought, there must be one of us using his or her own strength to move the plate.  However, unfortunately, we felt that the plate was moving by itself instead. All of us tried to move it back to the right place but without success.  All of us were very frightened.  During this time, I would take shower once I got home from school, because I would feel more secure to take show at daytime!

Later, I have encountered some very unexplainable thing. One day, I was walking from school to home. I was very frightened. Because the path I used to pass by everyday was very different that day.  It used to be very busy everyday. But that day, it was very quiet and no one was there.  I saw a woman in front of me from a distance. I tried to walk closer to her so that I might feel better.  Then I passed her and was walking in front of her. She had long hair and was about 30 years old.  As I was walking in front of her, I started to feel something strange. She was speaking in some language,which I could not understand, and was spitting at the two sides! 

So I started to walk faster.  But as I walked faster, I could feel that she was walking faster behind me as well.  Finally, I felt very annoyed. So I turned around and scolded at her, “ What are you trying to do? Enough! “ But I was stunned by what I saw.  It was an old woman with white hair and a pair of glasses.  I ran as fast as I could to escape.  Finally, I saw some people there and was a little bit relieved. So I turned back to see.  But to my big surprise, the path I just passed through was not quiet at all, many people were walking there instead!

As soon as I got home, I looked seriously ill. My family members could imagine that I have met some evil spirits. So they immediately gave me some herbs and tea, which was offered to false gods, because they wanted to help me clam down.

After a while, I have forgotten this.

One day, I felt very uncomfortable again. I could feel that my “ friend “ was coming to visit me again.  I was in total chaos. But I need to attend PE class and had to do hurdling. When it was my turn, as I was running towards the frame, suddenly my mind went blank. I couldn’t see anything. Only white in front of my eyes. Of course, I couldn’t jump over the frame, but instead broke my right arm. I was under great pain and was treated for a few months.

By this time, fear has left me. My friend, who was out of my control, stopped visiting me too. Why? Because the pain I was suffering killed the fear!

What is my next challenge? Could I survive these challenges? Losing both grand parents in the same day. Was this a co-incident?

Next Chapter … Don’t ask me who I am (4) I lost them…. 

Mr. Ice cream

 
 
 

 

編者按 : 本文有部份內容可能會引起讀者不安。然而,我們出版這些情節,目的是想讓讀者們知道,雖然黑暗的勢力是存在的,但這世界卻有真光,而那真光是最終都會勝利的!神會掌管一切的!

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在我中一的時候,對我來說,很多都是新奇的事物,所以我就沒有時間容讓我那位朋友前來探訪我。

那時的風氣和現在不同,男孩子都喜歡英雄主義、聯群結黨、欺負弱小、甚或是鬼神之說,很好奇的想去找出或接觸鬼神之真相等等。有一次全校去郊野公園旅行,因一傳十,十傳百的緣故,大家都去找什麼飄來飄去的染血絲巾,為的只是滿足人們對鬼怪的好奇心,明知是不應去接觸,也都想試試。當然,他們也找不着什麼。

而我亦在那時,跟同學去玩一些銀仙、筆仙的玩意。為何我會玩這些東西?我自己也不知道,可能真的是風氣影響吧。因我一向都是會用腦去思考不同事物的人,所以最初玩的時候,我絕對認為只不過是某人用自己的力度,去控制而做出來的把戲罷了。玩了不久,又有人提議不如玩更刺激的碟仙。有一次,不幸地,我們竟發現了那些不定向的走動原來不是人為的!因為這次我們都想返回某個位置才放手,但我感到一股好強大的力量,我想用我自己的手力推回某位置,但就是不能!當時不只我一個,而是大家都感到很異常,都想合力推回某位置,但最終也是失敗,而大家也唯有放手了。事後,每個人都非常害怕。我更是一放學回家便去洗澡,因為還是白天,感覺會安全一些!

又某一日,這次是我第一次接觸到一些不可思議的事,使我不得不相信這是存在的。有一天,我在地鐵站步行回家,當時大約在下午五時至七時左右。我平時都會經過這條路的,但這天當我行經此路時,我十分懼怕,因為不知為何這條路十分寂靜,街上竟然連一個人也沒有。於是我四周觀看,在我前面約五十米左右有一個人,這時我便加速前行,因為這樣我會覺得有安全感一些。我越來越近這個人,我在後面看,是一個長頭髮的女人,年約三十左右吧,於是我追到了她,而且再行快一些超越她,目的是如果我在她前面,而她在我後面,我會感到好一些。

過了幾秒後,我感覺到那身後的女人說了一些我完全聽不懂的話,而且我感覺到她不斷在我身邊吐一些液體,不知是口水還是什麼。這時,我感有點不對勁,就把我的腳步加速,但同時,我也感到她也正在加速,並且仍是在說一些類似唸咒和吐一些水在地上。

因我當時年少氣盛,我終於忍不住停了下來,一轉身便立刻用粗言穢語問候她,我說 : “你吐完未呀,想怎樣? ”這時,我頓時呆了,因為在我面前的,竟是一個短髮而且全頭白髮的婆婆,而且還配上一副眼鏡!這時我心知不妙,毛骨悚然,而她也沒有回應我的說話,只是在繼續喃喃自語!

我便立刻回頭,以我最大的能力極速地跑,在很短時間內,我又跑了幾十米,終於見到很多人,這時我的心才稍定下來。於是我便立刻向後望,而這時的情景,更令我意想不到,因為原來我剛剛經過的地方是有很多人在下棋、漫步等!

之後我回了家,我的家人發現我的表情呆呆滯滯,他們亦猜到我是遇上了什麼污穢的東西,於是他們即時給我飲用一些定驚茶和珍珠沙等,為的是使我安定下來。

過了不多的日子,此事又給我忘記了。

又某一天,我的心很不自在,我知道我那朋友又很想來探望我,我整個人都是在混混亂亂的狀態中,但我要上體育課,還要跳欄!在輪到我的時候,我只是一直的向前跑。不知為何,當我預備跳的時候,在我眼前的,竟是什麼都看不到,只看到一片空白!結果,我跳不過欄,還跌斷了右手,於是要接受幾個月的治療!

這時,恐懼和那位時不時不容我控制的朋友都暫時離開了我。因為那受傷的劇痛,竟抑制了恐懼!但過了不久,我又要面對新的挑戰!是甚麽挑戰呢?

 <下一集強勢預告> 同一日之內失去兩位親人?是命運還是巧合?這事對我有甚麽影響?

 下一集,別問我   是誰(4) <雙失>

兵奇臨

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編者按 : 親愛的讀者,看到這裏,可能你會感到很不安,甚至恐懼。如果你有這樣的情緒反應,那是十分正常的。我自己作為編輯的,在沒有任何的預警之下,第一次看到這篇文章,難受了整整一個星期,我甚至有點生作者的氣!但後來我被理性說服了,所以才決定出版這一篇,希望你們能體諒!
 
是甚麽說服了我呢?試想想,若有其他人是跟作者是有類似的遭遇的,我這個不知痛苦為何物的人,可以想像到他們,和他們的親人、朋友的痛苦嗎? 如果有一個,那怕就只有一個,我們都希望他知道他不是孤單的,都希望他能因着作者的見證而得救的,若是這樣,那就是值得的。
 
所以,請你們務必要看到大結局,你就會知道耶穌是唯一的真神這句話本身就是真理!衪是多麼的得勝!
 
還有,我明白你們會很關心作者的情況,我可以告訴大家,他現在很安好,而且英明神武、風趣幽默!代他向大家講聲 ” 謝謝關心! “

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