From the Editor: In order to protect the author, brother and sisters who know the people in the story, please do not disclose their identities. Thank you very much for your kind consideration.
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I am not a writer and I have no intention to write something to attract you to read. What I am going to write about is my true experience. May be you will find it very dramatic, but it is a true story of mine.
My testimony is a very long one and consists of many different messages. My purpose of writing this testimony is, for those who are not-yet believers can believe and trust in Jesus. Because my experience proves that trusting the Lord is much more effective than any other methods! For those who are believers, I hope this can encourage you to keep the peace that the Lord has given you. For those who do not believe in any religion, I hope you will find my testimony inspiring.
Have you ever thought of what is really meant by treasuring what you have?
What is true endurance?
Have you ever thought of , “ something is still here today, but will disappear tomorrow? “
There are so many changes in life, who can guarantee they can endure till the end only with his own strength?
Up to now, I have not introduced who I am……
I do not have good education qualifications. It is not easy at all for me to achieve what I am today. I have encountered many therapies, why, for what?
I have tried Kwan Yin, Wong Tai Sin, Ma Zhou, medium, Fung Shui, fortune telling. I have met with monks in Tibet and Bai Long Wang of Thailand. I have seen demons and had been processed by demons too. I have tried calling hotlines preventing suicide, counseling, doing volunteer work, self-harming, and suicide too. I have tried doctors, herbalists, nuitritional therapy, psychiatry, acupuncture therapy, hypnotherapy…!
Each of this gave me a different experience, a different viewpoint and some changes. Different methods gave me different hopes and disappointment! When I thought that I am already in the bottom of a valley, in fact, this is only the beginning of another deeper valley! I said to myself, “ What is the next step? Will I have the courage to keep trying and failing? “
If you want to know what’s next, keep reading ” Don’t Ask Me Who I Am (1) – The Child “.
Written by: Mr. Ice cream
編 者 按 : 為了保護作者，懇請知情人仕切勿透露作者及當中涉及的人物的身份，感激、謝謝！
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不可思議的真人真事
我想說的見證，是一個很長篇，和包含了很多不同的訊息的真實故事。
我寫這個見證的原因，是希望未信主的朋友，能嘗試去信靠主，因為我的經歷，正好說明了靠衪的大能，比一切任何的方法來得更有效！而已信了主的朋友，很希望能激勵你們更持守主給你們的安穩和平安。 如果你們是沒有想過任何宗教信仰的朋友，你可以把它當是一個故事來看，也希望能帶給你們一些新思維和啟發！
你們從來有否真正想過什麼是珍惜？
什麼是真正的忍耐？
有沒有想過或遇過今日還在，明日已經消失的事情？
人生變幻無常，有誰可以保證自己無論在什麼情況下，都能靠自己捱到最後？
說到這裏，好像我還沒介紹自己是誰呢！
我讀書不多，但能走到這一刻，對我來說，實在不是一個易事。
我接觸過很多不同的事情和治療方法，其實，為的是什麼？ 我接觸過觀音、黃大仙、媽祖、問米神婆、風水、批命、西藏高僧、泰國白龍王、撞邪、上身等； 也曾致電生命熱線、防止自殺熱線、見社工、做義工、自殺、摧殘自己；也嘗試過中醫、西醫、針灸、精神科、催眠治療、營養治療……..等等等等！
每一個部份，都帶給我不同的經歷、看法及改變。不同的方法，在希望中卻又帶來不少失望！ 看似已走進谷底，怎知每一個谷底，只是另一個更深谷底的開始！當時我不禁問 : 我是否能有屢敗屢戰的信心繼續走下去呢？下一步又會是怎樣呢？
欲知後事如何，請看下回 <別問我 是誰 1 – 問題兒童 > !
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